To: Shedrick Carter, Sr. (2z Da Don) Date: 7.03.2022
I’m speechless…; I’on even know where to begin… I hope you find this, since I can’t get a hold of you… My autistic brain iz still tryna wrap itself around all tha confusion, last weekend… Did you not realize how much I cared for you & your two boyz?? Everytyme I came down to tha Boot, I made sure I holla’d at ya & you’d alwayz make me feel at home/safe. I lost my younger brother to drugs, back on May 10, 2015, at Age 25; I needed help coping with an empty space—“bro luv,” as I call it (short for “brother luv”). He had a ratchet way of livin’ & those tymes of tha past feel missing, today. Only my homeboy from Dunkin’ & Doe-Doe, Boosie’s cousin, were tha only two people to help me out with my “bro luv” favor. You were only tha 3rd person to be granted that power, since tha passing of my younger brother. However, you didn’t pull through. Don’t you realize that I only want 100.00% of tha best, these dayz? Comin’ from my mom havin’ breast cancer, to my lower back pains, to me havin’ COVID, you think I wanna throw negativity in my life?
Tha qualities you have, for an underground woodlum/rapper, are outta this world!! Your flow, tha way you talk, tha way you present yourself; of course, I wanted to make sure I would support you!! I don’t judge people; I adapted to your environment ‘cause I cared for you. Filmin’ our Sherwood walkthrough, on June 5, 2022, was awesome! I turned it into a commercial series but had to take everything down, after all tha confusion goin’ on. I wanna make sure we’re all on tha 100.00% right path, without any misjudgment. Autistic people like myself have been misjudged all throughout life. No matter if I experienced misjudgment in tha ‘90s till now, 2022, still, tha misjudgment of me bein’ gay breaks my heart, every tyme. All I’ve ever wanted in this world was to have a loyal friend to look back on. You & your oldest son, CartelBoy Teezy, meant tha world to me, with tha way tha both of y’all would give me tha energy to get me through today’s world. While my circles were shrinking, I made sure to look up to you & Teezy to make sure y’all were str8. I noticed you were low on certain supplies; that’s why, I lent you some of my items. Why you think I lent you my spiked shoes? I felt loyalty in us, like y’all a part of my family!
My door iz alwayz open for you to unblock me; this feeling of loneliness iz so hard to cope with…! You don’t realize tha amount of energy you & Teezy gave me, since knowing you from September 5, 2020 & him since September 26, 2021! I hope one day, we reconnect… Life iz way too short!! You have my #; please, don’t let our friendship/businessship die!! We had so much in store for tha world to see! I wanted to collab witchu on future projects! I believed in you!! I believed in Teezy!! My autistic heart iz shattered. I can’t believe you misjudged me & took me tha wrong way!! Please!! Please, reconnect with me, one day!!
Love alwayz,
FrankieThaLuckyDog
I’m speechless…; I’on even know where to begin… I hope you find this, since I can’t get a hold of you… My autistic brain iz still tryna wrap itself around all tha confusion, last weekend… Did you not realize how much I cared for you & your two boyz?? Everytyme I came down to tha Boot, I made sure I holla’d at ya & you’d alwayz make me feel at home/safe. I lost my younger brother to drugs, back on May 10, 2015, at Age 25; I needed help coping with an empty space—“bro luv,” as I call it (short for “brother luv”). He had a ratchet way of livin’ & those tymes of tha past feel missing, today. Only my homeboy from Dunkin’ & Doe-Doe, Boosie’s cousin, were tha only two people to help me out with my “bro luv” favor. You were only tha 3rd person to be granted that power, since tha passing of my younger brother. However, you didn’t pull through. Don’t you realize that I only want 100.00% of tha best, these dayz? Comin’ from my mom havin’ breast cancer, to my lower back pains, to me havin’ COVID, you think I wanna throw negativity in my life?
Tha qualities you have, for an underground woodlum/rapper, are outta this world!! Your flow, tha way you talk, tha way you present yourself; of course, I wanted to make sure I would support you!! I don’t judge people; I adapted to your environment ‘cause I cared for you. Filmin’ our Sherwood walkthrough, on June 5, 2022, was awesome! I turned it into a commercial series but had to take everything down, after all tha confusion goin’ on. I wanna make sure we’re all on tha 100.00% right path, without any misjudgment. Autistic people like myself have been misjudged all throughout life. No matter if I experienced misjudgment in tha ‘90s till now, 2022, still, tha misjudgment of me bein’ gay breaks my heart, every tyme. All I’ve ever wanted in this world was to have a loyal friend to look back on. You & your oldest son, CartelBoy Teezy, meant tha world to me, with tha way tha both of y’all would give me tha energy to get me through today’s world. While my circles were shrinking, I made sure to look up to you & Teezy to make sure y’all were str8. I noticed you were low on certain supplies; that’s why, I lent you some of my items. Why you think I lent you my spiked shoes? I felt loyalty in us, like y’all a part of my family!
My door iz alwayz open for you to unblock me; this feeling of loneliness iz so hard to cope with…! You don’t realize tha amount of energy you & Teezy gave me, since knowing you from September 5, 2020 & him since September 26, 2021! I hope one day, we reconnect… Life iz way too short!! You have my #; please, don’t let our friendship/businessship die!! We had so much in store for tha world to see! I wanted to collab witchu on future projects! I believed in you!! I believed in Teezy!! My autistic heart iz shattered. I can’t believe you misjudged me & took me tha wrong way!! Please!! Please, reconnect with me, one day!!
Love alwayz,
FrankieThaLuckyDog
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